Thursday 9 July 2009

Not my problem.

He said she said bullshit. No thankyou.

US AND THEM WTF gtf out of here with that shit.

Is it more important to like someone or respect them?
Do words really matter?

Anger is a great energy. It can be a fuel for change, without these feelings we fail to progress.

Sometimes getting involved and trying to help can have the complete opposite effect. This is why I dont give a flying fuck.

Im a happy person it takes a lot to piss me off, just dont do it.



Im at a point where I see great things ahead of me, and a lot of things behind me trying to drag me down. Just a lot of juvenile shit I could care less about. Infact I dont care at all.

Sometimes I feel like a puppy. A puppy that has grown into a strong snarling wolf that has abandoned the house of his old dead master.

So many good things happening in my life, a lot of characters and individuals that make me laugh and appreciate laughter, as opposed to a nervous chuckle forced from uncomfortable silence. No longer am I thinking ''is this it?'' more like ''this is it''.

I love life

I feel like im running through the slaughterhouse shoving hanging carcasses aside, slipping on the bloodstained iced over floor. Breathing in the cold dead putrid air. Through blue and grey mist I ignore the rousse of coagulation staining my pure white clothes. Outside she waits making a phone call. I throw her the keys, remove the butchers overalls and drive away into the blinding sunlight one eye a squint.
To the beach. Everyone is there. The silhouette of a fox in the dusk watching us as we joke around the fire. We talk of how silly we were back then, and how we conquered lifes challenges and made it through. There is no resentment here; no jealousy no anger or lust.
I wake to a familiar alarm and press snooze but Im still there, still happy with everything Ive achieved. I still have love for every character Ive had the honour and privilege of meeting.
I think back to days before our world warped, My heart sinks in an instant. After all the planning hard work and perseverance... Im still here.
Love doesnt increase in value the longer you hold onto it, infact it does quite the opposite.
Set it free
Watch it fly.
Go out there and be the best person you can be, be yourself and revel in it. Never change for anyone elses needs. May you stumble where others fell and spit on those who failed. Rip out the throats of those who try to manipulate you. Bludgeon those who corner you and try to rape your rights. Scratch and bite for every ounce of your worth. You are strong. You are what exists now did then and ever will. If they want to hurt you kill them first.
So what if people change, if you dont like it find others. Its not your job to change them back or fix what isnt broken. If you being you is too much. Move on.
Its so easy to get stuck. Its not hard to become a victim. We love to blame others for things we destroy, and we will insist we are not wrong even when enough time has passed for the world to forget.
Gossip
Conversations

Arguments, agreements, advice, answers,
Articulate announcements
Its only talk

Babble, burble, banter, bicker bicker bicker
Brouhaha, boulderdash, ballyhoo
Its only talk

Comments, cliches, commentary, controversy
Chatter, chit-chat, chit-chat, chit-chat,
Conversation, contradiction, criticism
Its only talk
Cheap talk

Debates, discussions
These are words with a d this time
Dialogue, dualogue, diatribe,
Dissention, declamation
Double talk, double talk

Talk, talk, its all talk
Too much talk
Small talk
Talk that trash
Expressions, editorials, expugnations, exclamations, enfadulations
Its all talk

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