oh youre so uncool cos you do things.
yeah it must be so boring pretending not to be boring.
fuck youuuuuuuuu!!!!!!
ok so thats out my system.
Arcane ravers site is up
myspace.com/arcaneraverz
This is all for me really and anyone who can stalk quite well. It wont take a genious to find this blog.
Still i like that randoms could just find it....
Still id be perfectly happy if no one read it ever.
its like a journal you keep on a bedside table.
416 in the morning goodnight
Monday 29 September 2008
mind frames
its down to the different mindframes you can put yourself in. When you break a routine or two you realise whats going on around you. Like if you realise one monday night ... what year is this? You quickly realise how much time has passed
You don't have to be a superstar to be fun. You don't even have to do cartwheels. You do need to be positive and friendly, however, so that people feel good when they're around you. From the very first conversation you have with someone, you should use body language to convey that you are affable, non-threatening, and approachable. Smile frequently, laugh often, and make eye contact. In your words, be confident, but don't be cocky, condescending, or mean-spirited.
Don't try to change yourself in order to fit in to make new friends. A good friend sometimes does things he or she doesn't want to do, such as helping a friend move or going to see a band that you don't really like, but you should never feel pressured to do something you think is wrong. Stay true to your convictions and beliefs, and if this causes you to lose some friends, you're better off without them. You'll also find that your integrity may help you win a lot of other friends, and if you just be yourself you'll make friends who like you for who you are.
Never leave old friends because you like someone else more. This is a big, bad mistake. It's great to have different groups of friends, but if you abandon one group for another, you may soon find yourself without any friends at all.
Be careful about getting together with people that you meet online. They might not be who they say they are.
Don't try to buy friends by giving people gifts or money. While it's nice to give a friend a gift sometimes, if you go overboard, it's creepy. A person who will "be your friend" because you buy him or her things probably just likes the things you gave them, not you.
Don't try to change yourself in order to fit in to make new friends. A good friend sometimes does things he or she doesn't want to do, such as helping a friend move or going to see a band that you don't really like, but you should never feel pressured to do something you think is wrong. Stay true to your convictions and beliefs, and if this causes you to lose some friends, you're better off without them. You'll also find that your integrity may help you win a lot of other friends, and if you just be yourself you'll make friends who like you for who you are.
Never leave old friends because you like someone else more. This is a big, bad mistake. It's great to have different groups of friends, but if you abandon one group for another, you may soon find yourself without any friends at all.
Be careful about getting together with people that you meet online. They might not be who they say they are.
Don't try to buy friends by giving people gifts or money. While it's nice to give a friend a gift sometimes, if you go overboard, it's creepy. A person who will "be your friend" because you buy him or her things probably just likes the things you gave them, not you.
rrgg
damn my love for sleep. For some reason I didnt wake up today BOO
So now im all out of sorts.... wtf am i gonna do!?
All my connections have disappeared well i lost 2 and gained 1 in many different ways. Like 2 step forwards 1 step back 3 steps forward 4 steps back 5 steps forward.
Will people stop singing 'now that the love is gone' its a cack song. Really.
So now im all out of sorts.... wtf am i gonna do!?
All my connections have disappeared well i lost 2 and gained 1 in many different ways. Like 2 step forwards 1 step back 3 steps forward 4 steps back 5 steps forward.
Will people stop singing 'now that the love is gone' its a cack song. Really.
things for me to remember!
things to remember;
PWWS in the gardeners this friday
CREAM?
BOOSH?
LEE EVANS book tix wed or fri
HALLOWEEN write horror story with liam get some kind of costume?
I need to think of more ways to make money!
PWWS in the gardeners this friday
CREAM?
BOOSH?
LEE EVANS book tix wed or fri
HALLOWEEN write horror story with liam get some kind of costume?
I need to think of more ways to make money!
Saturday 27 September 2008
ily
the winter here's cold and bitter it's chilled us to the bone we haven't seen the sun for weeks to long too far from home I feel just like I'm sinking and I claw for solid ground I'm pulled down by the undertow I never thought I could feel so low oh darkness I feel like letting go if all of the strength and all of the courage come and lift me from this place I know I could love you much better than this full of grace full of grace my love so it's better this way, I said having seen this place before where everything we said and did hurts us all the more its just that we stayed, too long in the same old sickly skin I'm pulled down by the undertow I never thought I could feel so low oh darkness I feel like letting go if all of the strength and all of the courage come and lift me from this place I know I could love you much better than this
dear god
Dear God,Hope you got the letter andI pray you can make it better down here.I don't mean a big reduction in the price of beerBut all the people that you made in your image,See them starving on their feet'Cause they don't get enough to eatFrom GodI can't believe in you.Dear God,Sorry to disturb you, butI feel that I should be heard loud and clear.We all need a big reduction in the amount of tearsAnd all the people that you made in your image,See them fighting in the street'Cause they can't make opinions meetAbout God,I can't believe in you.Did you make disease, and the diamond blue?Did you make mankind after we made you?And the devil too?!Dear God,Don't know if you noticed, but...Your name is on a lot of quotes in this book,Us crazy humans wrote it, you should take a look,And all the people that you made in your image,Still believing that junk is trueWell I know it ain't, and so do youDear God,I can't believe in...I don't believe in...I won't believe in heaven and hell.No saints, no sinners, no devil as well.No pearly gates, no thorny crown.You're always letting us humans down.The wars you bring, the babes you drown.Those lost at sea and never found,And it's the same the whole world 'round.The hurt I see helps to compoundThat Father, Son and Holy GhostIs just somebody's unholy hoaxAnd if you're up there you'd perceiveThat my heart's here upon my sleeve.If there's one thing I don't believe in.....It's you.....Dear God.
good enough
Hey your glass is emptyit's a hell of a long way homewhy don't you let me take youit's no good to go aloneI never would have opened upbut you seemed so real to meand after all the bullshit I've heardit's refreshing not to see that I don't have to pretendshe doesn't expect it from meSo Don't tell me I haven't been good to youdon't tell me I have never been there for youand just tell me whynothing is good enoughHey little girl would you like some candyyour momma said that it's OKThe door is open come on outsideno I can't come out todayit's not the wind that cracked your shoulderand threw you to the groundwho's there that makes you so afraidyou're shaken to the boneand no I don't understandyou deserve so much more than thisSo don't tell me whyhe's never been good to youdon't tell me whyhe's never been there for youdon't you know that whyis simply not good enoughso just let me tryand I will be good to youjust let me tryand I will be there for youI'll show you whyyou're so much more than good enough...
arms
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance For the break that will make it okThere's always some reason to feel �not good enough� And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction, oh beautiful release Memories They may be empty and weightless, and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of the Angels, fly away from here From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference, escaping one last time It's easier to believe In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness That brings me to my knees In the arms of the Angels, far away from here From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
Sunday 21 September 2008
ok so
are there more things to life than hanging out and having a laugh? I guess so I mean theres so much stuff to do and its crap doing it on your own lets face it.
I dislike how we can just get 'comfy' how its so easy to fall into a pattern of hi how are you ok see you later.... its poo!
I say be spontanious and random. Be the entertainment.
Sometimes it's just like AAAARRG makes you want to jump over a chair and fall on your face on purpose.
I dislike how we can just get 'comfy' how its so easy to fall into a pattern of hi how are you ok see you later.... its poo!
I say be spontanious and random. Be the entertainment.
Sometimes it's just like AAAARRG makes you want to jump over a chair and fall on your face on purpose.
Tuesday 16 September 2008
A little change
Ok so myspace has been swerved, this looks nicer and is a bit more inspiring. And a lot easier than writing shit down on a refill pad thats falling apart.
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